Who am I?

Perhaps this is as good a place to start as any. Amusingly this is a tougher post to write than I figured. I guess over time who i am will come out in these pages. So lets just start with why I'm doing this. I've been a practicing pagan for 30+ years and well it's been an interesting trip. Over the last several years things have been adventuresome and my spiritual practice has taken a back seat to survival. Oh I nod at the holidays and push energy when I or people I know are having difficulty, but those who need help have not turned up on my doorstep. I must confess that during the darkest times I lost faith in my relationship with the Gods and in my abilities. I've come to understand that it was all still there, otherwise I may not have survived at all. I did not see the blessings for what they were. So here I am having received a couple of thwacks by the cosmic clue-by-4 and noticed the rather prominently displayed paw print of Coyote smack in the middle of my life putting things back together. Stronger and wiser than I was, yet open to the lessons of the path ahead. This is my journal and I hope it is useful to others.